Hey! Curly Sue here 🙂 Trying my best not to fall apart. Moved AGAIN. From Sanford to Orlando back to Sanford with my aunt. And without my Bf. We broke up because of his lying and stealing ways. I don’t know why I still see his potential. Believe me he could be the most genuine honest and giving man. I promise I’ve seen it. His upbringing is hybrid but even both have groningen closer to God. I say we because although I broke up with him I will not turn my back on him like his family does.
He was homeless for a while yet his brother or sister didn’t bother to call and ask how is he or where is he staying. Not once. He has no one in this life. I can’t walk away knowing his history and witnessing the family he has. I came from such a different upbringing where my family is always there for me REGARDLESS of my mistakes. That’s been all my life. I won’t say his story because it’s for hiking to tell but he didn’t have why I was blessed with as a childhood growing up. He will change. I know this because I’ve already started to see the change in him.
Well, only thing is my baby daddy (still counts) is in jail for you months BUT by the grace of our dear God it’ll be 3 months and some change. The love of my life will be out on the day of his birthday. Yes I admit it sound crazy. I am waiting for him after I just said we are broken up. Jaja jaja. I’m insane yes I know. I trust in God and his guidance. Believe it or not that hot mess of a man who needs my help brought me closer to my Lord. Thanks to him I pray more and I have been going to church more often. My faith has strengthened.
Update: I am still in school for Medical Assistant. All I have left are TWO classes. March came sooner than what I thought.
For the new year of 2018 I am planning on getting a journal to write in or doodle in or simply to write memos. A simple notebook that describes me, to be carried by me at all times. I am claiming it now 2018 is my year of positivity, blessings, and nothing but good.